About the Researcher and Author
Former cardiac researcher at Oxford. Reluctant convert. Fellow investigator.
The Short Version
I am not a spiritual teacher. I am a lab scientist who got cornered by evidence.
For years I was a research scientist, at the University of Liverpool and then the University of Oxford. I lived inside the scientific method: design the control, blind the experiment, trust nothing you merely want to be true. That training never left me.
I was a committed materialist. Then, in 2020, the findings of quantum physics shattered my everyday picture of reality, and I could not un-see it. So I did the only thing I know how to do: I treated the question as a research problem.
If my conclusions were bias, a blinded panel would expose them. It exposed materialism instead. The model that won says consciousness is not produced by your brain; it is what you are made of.
That is why this project exists. Not because I wanted it to be true, but because the data refused to go away.
The Long Version
By training, I am a cell biologist. I hold a PhD in cellular and molecular physiology from the University of Liverpool, where I studied how aggressive pancreatic-cancer cells spread, and I carried out postdoctoral research at the University of Oxford on microdomain signalling in heart-muscle cells.
I was a strict materialist until 2020, when the findings of quantum physics broke my everyday picture of reality apart. I could not let the questions go, and they sent me reading across forty domains: more than two hundred books and four hundred lectures.
What began as reading soon became something more direct. About two and a half years in, I spontaneously began having lucid dreams, more than four hundred to date, which let me explore consciousness from the inside and, with deliberate intent, test much of what near-death and similar experiences report.
Over more than five years I distilled some 300,000 words of notes, and one model kept emerging: that reality is a virtual-reality-like experience occurring directly within consciousness, much as a computer generates a VR world through a headset. When AI context windows grew large enough in early 2025, I gave one my entire dataset and asked how well the model fit the evidence. The answer came back a remarkably good fit. Rather than trust a single AI, I cross-examined others and built the blinded, calibrated, cross-model instrument behind this study, completing it fourteen months later.
I have presented this work at the Spiritual Awakenings International (SAI) conference twice: in 2024 on my lucid-dream research pointing to consciousness as primary, and in 2026 on this study.
Full professional background and credentials: LinkedIn · ORCID 0009-0004-5166-6555.
The Approach
Every method, prompt, score, and reconciliation is preserved, and all of it will be published openly. If the work has holes, I want them to be findable.
See the research →A truth that cannot be explained simply has not really been understood. So the whole investigation is told for everyone, in a clear, accessible book, no PhD required.
See the book →I stand next to you looking at the evidence, never above you holding secrets, and you keep your own judgment at every step. The aim is to hand you the highest-resolution map of reality we have, so you can navigate this experience for yourself.
See the Compass →"Show me the data" is not the enemy of science and truth. It turned out to be the way home.
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